Crossroad…

have u ever take a risk in your life which will determine your future? have u ever make decision which everyone around you and even society will alienate u?

somehow i want to make that decision, somehow i want to take the risk.. as i already fell for her, i really do, despite her status and condition, reality really gets me this time.. the question now, am i willing to take that risk, am i willing to be hated n alienated from everyone around me? what about her family? can i be such a selfish person just to be with her? somehow i don’t care about anything anymore, the only concern of me now is to give her anything n promise her my life for her..

oh Allah, lord almighty,  please… i’m begging u to show me the light that lead to the right path for me n her..because this doesn’t concern only me n her, but everyone around us… around me..around her.. i don’t want to make anymore mistakes, i want this is for good,something which i willing to fight with all i might..
tears shed from my eyes whenever i acknowledge the time she has left..  seems to me  time is chasing from behind.. the decision is now or never…

*currently listening Helen S Sparinggan – Antara Hitam Dan Putih *

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