Everthing I Touched, Breaks!!!
February 8, 2009
Ya Allah, exactly how far have I lost from the course that you already set for me? Even after that long striving steps that I have taken, I still came back at the point I started, its like I’m walking in circle 
Ya Allah, I’m begging you to show me your blessing so I can be more appreciative in receiving all those miracles that you shower me with and keeping them with me, so I wouldn’t break or even loose any of those things that dear to my heart.
Ya Allah, I’m begging you to help my angel to get on her feet. All of those things are entirely my faults. My problems started all this mess that it become uncontrollable. I should be stronger, instead, I drag her into this mess.
Ya Allah, I love her very much. Ya Allah, you know she love me even more. Please help us so we can be the best person for each other. Help us getting through this. Please show us some light, show us your mercy.
Ya Allah, all I want is to be with her. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. If I have to be apart from her for a while, so we can reflects on our self, please guide us getting through with this. So by the time we together again, we will be much much stronger than now to start our journey together for the rest of our life.
My Dear Maya, Por ti Sere…
