This is her first day job at Lampung, I wish she is doing OK. I’m worry about her, especially her eating habits and clumsiness. But hey… I have to trust her on her own there, I’m sure she is doing OK ;-)

How is your first day dear? I’m anxious to know ;-D

For her being in Lampung means me and her are on a long distance relationship.. actually, I’m more worried about my self… Why? Because I miss her so much >.<

Hopefully she would come to Jakarta visiting me as soon as she has the chance…

Yes, its my b’day tomorrow… but the thing is, i don’t have any plan for my 27th b’day nor excited about it.

the reason is because today i will get the news regarding my sweetheart location of work for the next couple of years, will she be relocate far from me, but hopefully she will be relocate in Bandung, Padang or Pekanbaru, so she wouldn’t have to be alone. being alone is SUCK!!

other reason is because its been more than 1 month since i’ve been unemployeed…  my plans are ruin because of this… T.T

yepp, its tragic to know that decision i made to move to other company turn out to be a mistake. it seem there is so many thing that i need to learn in making a decision, eventho i’ve made a lot of mistakes in the past, turn out i still have to experience another one and another one… :’((

what would tomorrow look like, it still a mystery for me. n somehow i’m terrified to find out, but this is something that i have to face and deal with.

Ya Allah, please guide me, help me get through with all of this… please help me and Maya, if we have to live far away from each other, please protect our love, because we have faith that You will show us the way and lead us until we both get together..

Ciwalk, You and Me...

this is me and my sweet heart at Ciwalk, our first trip to Bandung together…

Por ti Sere Maya… Por ti Sere…